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[04 Nov 2007|12:55am] pathetic. say something

[20 Oct 2007|12:49am] i think i have too much. say something

[03 Oct 2007|10:12pm] i like pumpkin bread and vanilla soy milk. say something

[09 Aug 2007|07:31pm] baaah! no internet for meee! 1 something| say something

[16 Jul 2007|01:35pm] sigh. i can't help but feel sorry for you. if i ever become that needy, please, someone kill me. Or slap me, put some sense into me. I've obviously lost the will to live for myself. say something

[06 Jun 2007|02:35pm] some goals in life walk through machu picchu learn an entire masterpiece on the piano go back to london explore europe, south america (which i will do while going to machu picchu and london) boston, new york, portland, seattle create my own outfit from scratch learn how to paint from my mom lay out on the grass a lot go back to korea continue cooking lessons with my grandma (only learned a marginal amount from her last time) be completely knowledgable and fluent in another language (korean, french, both?) drink a stella artois go fishing with my grandpa bribe my brother to grow out his hair. 2 somethings| say something

[28 May 2007|02:25pm] bye! 1 something| say something

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[21 May 2007|08:15pm] i have a lot of pent up anger i need to get out. say something

[17 May 2007|08:52pm] this is fun. getting fucked over. its so fantastic. say something

[15 May 2007|08:36pm] i have pain ahead of me!!! wisdom teeth. GAH i knew this was coming. 2 somethings| say something

[13 May 2007|11:20pm] phil mickleson is #2! say something

[11 May 2007|11:23pm] we found an apartment. a sexpartment. with a balcony. and... a kitchen! i want to paint my room. i'm not sure if i'll actually do it though. but how fun would that be? who wants to paint with me? 1 something| say something

midterms [08 May 2007|12:46am] i think i have caught a cold. sob. say something

[28 Apr 2007|09:12pm] i really like menthol cigarettes. i also really want to kick at something repeatedly and scream my lungs out. i need a fucking kitchen. this is when i need a fucking kitchen. 6 somethings| say something

sigh. [25 Apr 2007|11:33pm] i can't get this smell out of my nose. its the smell of this korean soup where you put an entire chicken into it. i swear that is what i'm smelling. and it makes me want to go home, order it, come back, and eat it. its actually making me consider going back home this weekend just so i can eat it. of course i won't. but i'm thinking about it really really hard. it smells super good. yum. another random thought. tvs. they advertise for their own demise. an old tv advertises a newer tv in commercials. its kind of sad for the old tv. it's just doing it's job. 1 something| say something

busy is the solution [24 Apr 2007|12:51am] [ mood | meh ] trainee party this weekend cocorosie this coming monday spiderman premier next weekend (santa barbara) bjork/joanna newsom may 19th some wednesday chicken wing night with you people in my past and present. lots of midterms, papers, quizes, presentations run away to seattle near the end aparment/furniture search random shows in slo on the weekends san francisco trek lots of drinks at linneas hit the beach/bishops/"the p" find a good fun job at long beach say something

[17 Apr 2007|07:18pm] i don't get it. everyone in my art history class hates HATES Mondrian. They say he's too simple, black lines and squares is pointless and shouldn't be on canvas. I don't get it. i LOVE Mondrian. I think his approach is so fucking revolutionary! Just the black horizontal and vertical lines that outlines the entire painting and the balance between the colors and space. no one did that! yeah there were those suprematism type paintings and such with like Malevich but i think Mondrian is so much more different than Malevich. Malevich i can understand is a bit erk. But Mondrian's concept was strong and artistic! Yeah it's simple but that was the fucking point! just gah! hearing all those students bash out Mondrian like he was some fluke! it confused me because am i missing a point? they are the art students. i am not. the only person that seems to like Mondrian other than me in the classroom is my professor. sigh. everyone in the art class seems to hate modern art. Picasso, Kirchner, Matisse, Kandinsky... they all bash em like they're insane. their nonrepresentational art is too out there and too random to understand. i look at their paintings and it makes perfect sense. that art speaks to me. brings out emotion. its not something that i stare at because its pretty. most of that stuff is pretty ugly actually. but thats not the point. its emotion, feeling on a canvas. and i know the other students understand that. but they still hate it. i can't get why they can hate it. 3 somethings| say something

to my mini rose, [11 Apr 2007|05:57pm] stop dying! say something

[08 Apr 2007|12:01am] i want the city. i want buildings. i want trash on the ground. i want bums and important business men walking on the same sidewalk. i want to be able to get out of my home and just walk to the store. if i'm bored, i want to be able to just take a stroll out in the city and be entertained by the city itself. i want to see every kind of person bump into each other, yell loudly on their cellphones, walk their dog, rush to a meeting, leisurely shop. i want to see tourists roaming about with their cameras ready for the next shot. i want to weave in and out of cars while i'm crossing the street. it would be nice if it was now. but where i am at right now, i probably won't get that for another couple years. but i don't mind it. where i am right now in a small cute town isn't so bad. as long as i can look forward to it, makes my life feel so much fucking better. 1 something| say something

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